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What Would You Do?


 Dreams
 

Miss Mae posted me a comment a while back when I had one bloody hell of a nightmare. It was one of those things that haunts you for the rest of your life. I already have one of those. I don't really blame my mom, but then I do. I was only like 3 or 4 years old when she took me with her to see E.T. For my entire childhood that oblong-headed bastard continuly scared the shit out of me. Why? I guess cuz I was 3 or 4. Anyway, I had many putrid, scary nightmares about E.T., almost all the way up into my teens. I know he wasn't a manveloent alien, but I didn't realize that at 4 years old. I thought that he was out to get me.

Scared . . .
there are four things that scare me . . .

1) E.T. (yes I sometimes still have nightmares)
2) Communion (and I watched that as an adult)
3) Spiders
4) Death

But this dream that I had was scarier than shit. Miss Mae told me that I have dreams about falling because I don't have emotional equilibium (she actually spelled it right). But what about dreams where I am always chasing someone?

I'll tell you about one that I had . . . but you got to promise not to hate me, okay?

I remember one night that I had a vivid dream that I can still remember to this day. And this had to be every bit of 2 to 3 years ago, before we moved to Oklahoma City. I was a werewolf. Not your traditional werewolf, but more of the "American Werewolf In London" or "Underworld" werewolf, that moved about mostly as a quadraped. I was chasing this woman down. No matter how fast she ran and how much she tried to hide, I kept up with her. I could feel the bloodlust in the animal's veins. It was way to surreal. I felt the need to play with her hopes, falling back, making her think that she was envading me, just to catch back up with her. Like a cat holding a mouse's tail while it tries to run away.

It was one of those things that you hate to enjoy. I woke up feeling horrendously filthy. Dirty and disgusting. I wasn't proud of what I had dreamt. I wanted to wash it from my memory. It's still there.

Do we need a break form the drama? Blatant hot chick picture, in 1 . . . 2 . . . 3 . . .



Sorry I have to do that from time to time to aleveate the drama.

I also had this one dream one time, I believe it was about 2 to 3 years back. There was a time when I had made the mistake of developing a relationship with a co-worker that was inappropriate. Thank Satan that my wife is an understanding woman, otherwise she would have probably kicked my sorry ass to the curb, and burned all my comics. But that is the past and she is the best, hottest, babe ever to grace my life. Since she got pregnant (much like with the first pregnancy) her boobs have gotten HUGE!
8-)~ Mesa like!

Anyway, this dream that I had. It was one of those that when you wake up you feel like the skaniest, preverted asshole ever. I had this dream that I was having sexual relations with another woman. And her my wifes comes in and catches us in the act. I remember trying to follow her as she had left the room, to explain my lecherous actions. The next thing that I remember is waking up and feeling that I needed to shower, because I was a dirty damn asshole. It was so real that I actually had to tell her about it, in hopes to get forgiveness from her for what I had dreamed. It was so very scary. Just posting these thoughts makes me ill at the thought of what my brain had developed. I don't know why it was in my brain, but there it was.

Well the dream that I had that night was far worse than any of these. I guess it was because I was the victim. The brain is a scary thing, it can bring things to you that you would never want to see.

Well I guess that is it. I probably need to get to bed, as I have to get up at 6a, for work. Thank Satan that tommorrow is Friday. Yall take care and I will hope to see you soon.

May U Live 2 See The Dawn
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 Posion Ivy
 



I know that this isn't where I usually post my comic book posts, but this isn't really about comic books. There is a young lady here on blogstream with the handle "Posion Ivy". I happen to like some of the pictures that she had found of Posion Ivy. I wanted to share my favorite picture of Poison Ivy by Brian Stelfreeze, just in case she happens to come by.

May U Live 2 See The Dawn
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 Part XI (Rated M For Mature)
 

She could still here him moving around the upper floor. Earlier it had sounded like someone had been beating on the door. He had hurried upstairs, cursing as if he half-way was expecting someone, but was irritated, as if he was interrupted from something. Could this be the savoir that she needed so badly, or just another tormentor?

She listened closely, for anything. But it just sounded like he was upstairs pacing the floor. She could hear hushed voices, but couldn't isolate whether it was one person of more. Since she had barely heard her captor talk, she really wasn't able to decifer is voice through the floor. But from the pacing (or at least the sound of it) it was very frantic. As if for the first time since she had seen him, he didn't know what to do or where to go.

She couldn't tell how long that she had listened before it go quite. After a few minutes, someone got up and started walking. Almost sounded like sets of steps. Both seem to be heading toward the door to the basement. By now she had almost worked the weld loose. She had been pulling on the weld, since the minute she heard the door close the first time he left. She thought that she could feel it giving, but couldn't be sure. Maybe it was just her hopes and desperation. But she had been pulling like hell and was sure she wasn't doing it for nothing. By then the steps had finally reached the door. She could hear the doorknob turn . . . and then it stopped.

The door slammed open, banging hard against the back wall of the doorway to the basement. She heard a hard thud, like smack of a KO'd boxer hitting the mat. Then a thumping like something tumbling down the stairs. It continued until a final thump on the hard cold basement floor. She looked out from around the support beam that she was still crouched behind. She could just see a hand laying on the floor right outside of the shadows of the rest of the unlit basement. She stared for a minute, waiting in silence, the sound of her labored breathing seemed to blast through the silent room, like music at a block party. As looked, she started to see the scarlet color of blood starting to run down the slight slope of the basement reaching out for the shadows that she hid in. She finally heard a slight rustling of footfalls. Like the other person in the room was wearing windsuit pants. She could hear the friction of the legs of the pants rubbing together as the person moved through the room. She could smell must. The putrid odor of something rotten. Or the unkept smell of body odor.

She dared take a peak around the support, fearful of what might have happened. Who was it laying there on the floor, their blood spilling out over the basement floor? And who was it that was still stirring in the shadows? Was it her captor, just trying to put her in a scare again? And if it wasn't, who was it? She had to find out, couldn't sit this one out. No matter what happened to who, she felt that this was her best chance, if any, to escape this hell that she was a prisoner of.

She looked around the corner. And slowly started to walk out in the direction of the stairs. She had never really tested how long her leash was, so she decided now was the time to find out. More than likely he wouldn't have made the mistake of making it long enough where she could get to anything. But then when it comes to pretty women, men aren't very smart. Not that she considered herself all that attractive. She hadn't had a lot of relationships with men, and the ones that she did have never ended happily. Most of the men that she had dealing with, didn't take long to show their true colors. So for some time she had not had a relationship with many. But that was not the thing to be on her mind. She needed to focus on what was happening here and now. She reached closer and closer to the still hand laying on the floor. Until she reached about two feet from it, she felt her chain pull taunt. She looked back and could see that she could go no further. She tried to peer outside of the shadows, to see if she could see the face of the person laying on the floor, but he was laying stomach down, and his neck was twisted in the opposite direction.

She heard a rustle. She spun around! He was there! Right in front of her! Wait it wasn't HIM, it was someone else, and didn't look any more friendly than he did. He reached up to grab her by the neck, but she swiftly dodged him and ran around behind him. He turned to her to try and grab her again. But as she had retreated further back, her chain had become loose. She grabbed the chain and whatever it was, instinct, fear, or adrenhilne, she wipped that chain, up and around his wrist, like throwing a spinning chain on drill pipe. She yanked as hard as she could pulling the chain so that it would twist on his wrist, like the choke chain on a dog.

He yelped, as the twisting of the chain, tore his skin, bringing blood to the surface. The swiftness in which she had yanked the chain had even twisted his wrist to the point of extreme pain. He reached out and grabbed the chain, further down from his arm, and feriously pulled at the chain with all his might. The last thing that he heard before he saw death, was the loud snap of the weld finally giving way from the support beam.

When he grabbed the chain, he grabbed it past where she had wrapped it around his wrist. So when he grapped the chain past his wrist he didn't realize that he wasn't pulling her towards him. And when he did yank the chain, the weak weld finally gave way, and the welded hunk of metal that the fastening fixture was welded to came off and flew directly toward him, smacking him in the forehead. To be honest it was still lodged in his forehead. It had cracked right through his skull, burying it deep inside his brain.

She stood over him, looking at him. She could still see the flicker of life in his eyes and the slowly blinked, as the brain was dead but the body was still going. She looked down at the man, all dressed in black, and nylon mask over his head. He had a gun stuffed in his pants. She stared down at the gun for what seemed forever. She wanted to take it, but really didn't know what to do with it, as she had never owned or fired a gun. Finally she reached down and pulled it out of his pants.

His hand lashed out! Grabbed her by the wrist! The grip was impossible to break. Without a thought, she pulled the trigger, and the gun fired into his leg. At such close range the bullet tore right through his leg, smacking hard into the basement floor, sending cememnt chips and blood splattering into the air. His hand dropped and she pulled away, firing another shot to his chest, the sound of the gun firing reverbarated throughout the empty basement. And finally his eyes dropped closed and he laid still.

She stood there shaking. What to do? Am I free finally?



May U Live 2 See The Dawn
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 For Miss MindPower
 

I just got back from the hospital this evening. Although that doesn't sound good, everything is okay. My wife was having some pains that she was unsure of. It ended up being bladder contractions. So they gave her some pills (I hate pills, I wish she didn't have to take so many) and told her to drink lots of water, to flush her system.

So after the wife and son are now asleep, I thought that I would add a post here, since I seem to be in more of a writing mood then I was earlier. But before that I was checking out Miss MindPower's blog. I read her reply to a comment I made. She wrote a post in which she really showed up most educated adult's vocabulary. Most definatly mine. I told her that she would have to "dumb it down" for me, as I felt embarresed that I had to pull out the dictionary with some of the words that she used. I was really impressed that someone of Miss MindPower's age is so right on target with her education. She makes an excellent canidate for taking school seriously and reading a lot.

But then Miss MindPower, why I don't know, said that she enjoys reading my posts, but not the "adult posts". My initial thought was that I was worried that there are a lot of "underaged" kids on the internet. (And Miss MindPower, I am in no way calling you a kid, as you have proven you have the intelligence and maturity far beyond most people your age.) I forget, because when I was that age, that the internet is available to anyone young enough to punch keys or direct a mouse. So I thought, ohh no, I have offensive things in my posts that children should not be reading. But when that thought came to me, I also thought, well wait a minute, Miss MindPower says she doesn't read my "adult posts". And I thought that there is a person that is really being responsible for herself. There are so many times, that people want to look at the source of the material as the one at fault. Whereas Miss MindPower takes the responsiblty to filter what she believes would be inappropriate for her. Now that is some kind of maturity.

I am really flattered that someone with some much more maturity and intelligence, finds what I write at all interesting, much less "thought provoking" as she has said. In the time since I started this posting, I never thought that anything I wrote would reach out and impress anyone. Hell, I started this posting, as a way to talk about my love of comic books. And although I strayed much from that orginial thought, I am really glad that I did. I don't know if I would have met all you incredible people that do so much for my ego with the generous comments that you leave about the things that I write. I don't know why it took me so long, but I finally started another postings, that I can dedicate to my love of comic books. I guess it started with wanting to help people realize that comic books are just as legitimate reading as a novel. If anything they are a springboard for young ones to get into reading.

For example, I can remember the first book I read without pictures. I read it in my 7th grade english class. It was Bram Stoker's Dracula.



I was so proud of myself as I completed reading a book with 200 some pages and no pictures. But what I really found out, is how much I enjoyed the book itself. How well it was written and how engrossed I got into it because of the enveloping storyline. From then on, I knew that reading was what I was missing in my life. It was just incredible, how words could reach into your mind and makes images in your brain.

I won't go too adult, but as for the movie, I do have to admit that Florina Kendrick as one of Dracula's brides was, ummmm, cool. She was the one with the big . . . hair. Yeah yeah that's pretty censored.

Anyway, if there has been any point to this post it is, never underestimate anyone. Age, race, finacial standing, and social standing are all relative. If there is anything that Miss MindPower has taught me (which incedently is a lot) it is that education is man's greatest power. And it is a shame that we don't use that power more often.

So thank you Miss MindPower! You have inspired an old man to decide to not let anything escape him. If you can get to where you are now, it is not too late for me to backtrack to get to where I want to be. Thank you, Miss MindPower. I hope that your winning personality and intelligence take you all the way to the top. And if this old comic book geek is still alive when you run for president, you got my vote.

Take care Miss MindPower, because with all that you have acheived for yourself, I know that . . .

. . . U Will Live 2 See The Dawn
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 Run That
 

Here I go. Aww yeah! Brothers wanna hate me dawg!

Sorry I got a little hip-hop soul in me, that just comes out now and then. I hope that is okay for a skinny white guy. Cuz I likes to jam the jams.

I don't even know what to say. I just had to talk, since either my computer is spazing or the chat is on the blitz, because I can't seem to get in. So I had to talk to someone, even if it just talking to myself as I type something or nothing.

What should I say?

I'm not in my usual mood, more "raisin the roof" type mood. Yeah. your right, I just did the "rasin the roof" motion with my hands. I am white you know. I know how to make hip look pathetic. But that's what I get for listening to my anthem while I'm posting. What is it -- "Play That Funky Music".

Ohh well, I have nothing pertant to say. Guess I'll check and see if the chatroom is up. Take care all.

May U Live 2 See The Dawn
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